I used a standard, second generation, night vision headset with a rifle mounted infra-red laser that had a combination light with an infra-red removable lens. The light and laser were activated by a pressure switch, mounted in a convenient place on the forearm, simply activated with finger pressure. I also carried a Ruger Redhawk .500 Linebaugh in a shoulder holster in case something went bad. The rest of the equipment was a full set of camouflage, except for a pair of white tennis shoes which I’ll expand on later.
As I arrived at the dead llama I began to get set up for the night. I was able to squeeze under and into some oak brush. There was just enough room to manipulate the rifle and move around a little in this hole. As twilight began to set in, my cough became worse. I knew that if I could not control it, this hunt was over. As darkness began to envelope me, I pulled the night vision over my head and adjusted each eye piece for focus. I then charged the rifle, pressed the pressure switch and checked the laser and infra-red light and tried to get as comfortable as I could.
Staring through the night vision goggles into the eerie green incandescent world of the night, the dead llama looked dangerously close. I knew between this cold and all of the meds I had taken, that my judgement was somewhat impaired. I hoped I had not made a mistake.
More coughing, sweating now and shaking…I kept telling myself, “Keep focused, it will be over soon.” Then all Hell broke loose. Immediately to my left brush began breaking. And then came the angry growls and barking of a large dog. “WHAT?” I thought to myself. “Didn’t the rancher hear me? This Dog? How can this be happening?” The dog was no more than ten feet to my left and on the other side of some oakbrush and he was mad. I was scared to move because the dog might attack me. But, I also knew the bear must be close or the dog would not be on the offensive. Was I in between the bear and the dog? I hoped not. I moved slowly, scanning as not to alert the dog, looking for the bear. Nothing. The dog was acting more aggressively now and closer. I thought, “What a way to go – trying to hunt this bear, sick, and now I was going to get hammered by the guard dog.”
It was over as fast as it started. The dog moved off. I relaxed some and coughed as quiet as I could. Sweating, chilling and shaking, I began thinking, “Maybe I ought to pull out of there since the dog was running loose because he will probably keep the bear off of the kill.” And then I thought, “Maybe this dog is worthless, as the bear has been killing these llamas with the dog around.”
Just then I noticed my world was changing again. Everything was becoming real bright. I looked to the east and one of the biggest and brightest full moons I’d ever seen began to rise. As the moon rose, it began to affect the night vision. Out of the corner of my goggles, I could see my hand almost like it was daylight. I looked down my legs with the night vision and noticed my white tennis shoes were actually glowing like 2 size 12 neon signs. “Why did I wear these?” I thought to myself. "Full camo and white tennis shoes?! I must be sicker than I thought."
Then it happened. I looked up and this bear is walking towards me and the llama. With the moon behind the bear, the moonlight combined with the night vision made the bear look white and somewhat glowing. I remember thinking, “Now what? A friggin Polar Bear?” The bear milled around the dead carcass for just an instant. Then it did the worst thing a bear could do in my circumstances. It sat down right in front of the carcass, directly in front of me like a big dog. I was in a sitting position leaning against the brush with my .308 across my lap. With the moonlight on me and those white tennis shoes glowing, I felt like Big Bird sitting on a wire. The bear was looking directly at me and if I moved, I knew that I would get hammered. I thought, “Well, I could try to raise the rifle Wyatt Earp style, and try emptying the clip into the bear’s chest.” “No,no, no; just hold on,” I thought, “He’s got to move.” What seemed like an eternity, was probably only seconds. This bear just sat there looking directly at me making these low belly grunts, all the while shaking his head and moving his lips in a smacking movement. Then my break came. The dog was back.
The bear got up and turned. I threw the rifle up, pressed the pressure switch on the light and laser, put the red dot on the bear’s shoulder and yanked the trigger. At the shot, the bear gave out a brutal bawl, jumped into the air and ran to the right. I sat there for a minute or more, but could only hear the dog barking down the road. I reached for a small pack that held my mag light. I got the flashlight and began stripping off the night vision equipment. All I could do was cough and shake. After I composed myself and walked around a little, I went over and began scanning the area with the light, looking for the bear. Nothing! I walked further. Still no bear or blood. I knew he was hit, but the question was – How well?